Cracked : Anuar.Son of Othman -
Sex : Yes.yes.yes But, then.. Only after marry2. -
Last Weapon Used : Water Pistol. -
Simply ♥ : his dear sleepyhead. -
Was Last Seen : Running Away With A Pink Paint Marker. -
R.I.P : 1st June 1986 -
Crayons : Black.Red.White -
Lost Causes : JieminPrimary(1993-1998)NorthlandSecondary(1999-2002)CollegeWestDover(2003-2005)PoliceNationalService(121stIntakeFitSqd52/05) -
If All Else Fails :
professional random photography
n/service october'05 - march'07
dvd handycam february'08
eos slr camera march'08
gold playstation portable july'07
tickle me elmo t.m.x.
class 3 basic theory april'06
class 3 final theory july'06
class 3 final practical
class 3 vehicle license
diploma education
saving for diploma education
police force regular april'07
believing in true luv again
flexibility in thinking & adapting
overcome her swimming fears
spending sufficient time with her
Apologise For Shouting
did not mean it feel so tired really truly sorry will be your robot from now
Acceptance - Different .. lyrics below.
Tell myself, on the ride home. Getting tired, hating all I've known. Holding on, like it's all I have. Count me out, when it's clear that I, find it hard to say. And you, find it hard to care.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me. Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
Got this way, upfront but never true. God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am. Crashing down, any chance you hear. Caving in, any chance that you, could see inside of me. And I, I'll know what to say, It's fine. This isn't Hollywood. So fine, getting in your way.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me. Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
I'm taking a chance, this could be different. This could be all I'm waiting for. Taking a chance, this could be different. This could be all I'm waiting for.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me. Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
Something that's different (something that's different)
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
8:12 AM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Bullets From Aftermath
principals of management must be adaptive checked spelling please drafts saved never to be updated sent out today thank you for now diploma blues with communication skills microeconomics a way of life near the front of the harbour and we watch love dined then classes after that burger by the place of her
Linkin Park - Valentine's Day .. lyrics below.
My insides all turned to ash, so slow And blew away as I collapsed, so cold A black wind took them away, from sight And now the darkness over day, that night
And the clouds above move closer Looking so dissatisfied But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing I used to be my own protection, but not now Cause my path has lost direction, somehow A black wind took you away, from sight And now the darkness over day, that night
And the clouds above move closer Looking so dissatisfied And the ground below grew colder As they put you down inside But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
So now you're gone, and I was wrong I never knew what it was like, to be alone
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day (I used to be my own protection, but not now) On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day (Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow) On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day (I used to be my own protection, but not now) On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day (Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
8:40 AM
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Testing One Two Eleven Twelve
ok people guess what
new laptop skin pizza lucky plaza
as if he would tell what the hell
happy eleventh plus a year additional two days
peace love techno yes no
Jason Mraz - I'm Yours .. lyrics below.
Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
I won't hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait i'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you'll find love love love listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me Ah, la peaceful melody It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved
So, i won't hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait i'm sure there's no need to complicate our time is short this is our fate, i'm yours
*scat*
I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer my breath fogged up the glass and so I drew a new face and laughed I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons it's what we aim to do our name is our virtue
I won't hesitate no more, no more it cannot wait, i'm sure (there's no need to complicate our time is short it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x
no please don't complicate, our time is short this is our fate, im yours. no please don't hesitate no more, no more it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)
well open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you'll find love love love love listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me ah, la one big family it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you'll find love love love love listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me ah, la happy family it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me ah, la peaceful melodies it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...
15/09/08 assessment test 2 16/09/08 assessment test 2
22/09/08 feedback and consultation week 23/09/08 feedback and consultation week
29/09/08 study week
06/10/08 examination
what the hell like back to secondary school the teacher looks young with triple children aged three two one one credential examples as a lecturer from national university of singapore communications with craps who cares really laughs out loud
zero questions by the many adults in class some were lost others found the room early typical singaporeans
today close passage questions was given about vegetarians diet verses omnivores unprepared unrehearsed unrevised have to admit quite hard does anybody at first glance knows the meaning of the words incidence or nutrition
by twenty two this year one of the youngest in class and he only got a simple before for english levels
Me First And The Gimme Gimmes - Somewhere Over The Rainbow .. lyrics below.
Somewhere over the rainbow way up high There's a land that I've heard of once in a lullaby Somewhere over the rainbow skies are blue And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true
Someday I'll wish upon a star and wake up when the clouds are far Behind me Where troubles melt like lemon drops away above the chimney tops That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow blue birds fly Birds fly over the rainbow why then, oh why can't I?
If happy little blue birds fly across the rainbow Why oh why can't me?
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:41 PM
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
License To Fly In The Ocean
never in my whole life actually documented any notes many scraps of books print out to paste copy files with tiles of stress for the past from last july until today finally made it
steersman course theory pass yesterday oral plus today equal passed not past since thirty first march two zero zero eight on a monday
he is officially licensed to drive a police vessel
what is lookout what is safe speed what is risk of collision
how do you navigate through a narrow channel how do you navigate through the traffic separation scheme
what are the lights you see what are the sounds you hear
the number of international flags the various actions to emergencies the height restrictions the port limits the picture cards being shown the two toy boats being seen plus many more hit and ruins
the skies looked brighter the air smelt fresher the ground feels smooth now
the end
Dolores O'Riordan - Ordinary Day .. lyrics below.
This is just an ordinary day Wipe the insecurities away I can see that the darkness will erode Looking out the corner of my eye I can see that the sunshine will explode Far across the desert in the sky
Beautiful girl Won't you be my inspiration? Beautiful girl Don't you throw your love around What in the world, what in the world Could ever come between us? Beautiful girl, beautiful girl I'll never let you down Won't let you down
This is the beginning of your day Life is more intricate than it seems Always be yourself along the way Living through the spirit of your dreams
Beautiful girl Won't you be my inspiration? Beautiful girl Don't you throw your love around What in the world, what in the world Could ever come between us? Beautiful girl, beautiful girl I'll never let you down Won't let you down Down, down...
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
10:46 PM
Monday, March 24, 2008
A Mad Dash Of The Old
yesterday spent walking in china date to find her elusive butterfly belt instead made quite a few stops along second handed stuff amazed initial quoted price was ninety dollars really cheated the old auntie got this for seventy five dollars no accessories
release date september nineteen ninety three thirty five to eighty millimeters zoom lens manual have automatic uses film with built flash
cool for those budget consious why not digital because special attention required not everything can just be deleted away
dream come true laughs out loud
the generous lady treated long john silver include cheese fries amazing random repercussions
.. with guilt, he took a shot straight to da head close to da same time of..
8:52 AM
Monday, March 10, 2008
A High Five Days Ago
she went to vietnam already for youth enrichment programme taking care of intellectually disabled kids each single day missed badly listening to squeaky voice from the phone usual daily quiet stuff from yourself somehow or rather it is quite silent here
sorry for ever making a hard time when you are at past around for being not understandable turning and reapeating your words back teasing just for a fun debate really by the way a day ago got some jeans eighty percent off cut do smile more for lady style welcome home gift for the suffering
anxiously waiting for ten days later come home soon do take care there it gets a little bit lonely maybe teary in sunny singapore daily favourite chewable ears perfumed smell from lazy bathing his soul and cherished confidante juliana bte johari
Hedley - For The Nights I Can't Remember .. lyrics below.
I see it in the way you would do When no one else could ever get through Holding back till I come around and Time again you wait for me to come in And did you really look my way? Cuz no one coulda seen this coming I would never let you down If I was running backwards in full time
So I can and I will and you'll see your hero come running Over and over tonight
And I do wanna love you If you see me running back And I do wanna try Because if falling for you girl is crazy Then I'm going out of my mind So hold back your tears this time
Me, I'm used to being tired and bloody But you believed that I could be somebody You put your world on hold for me Gave away to follow failure through the fire I need you to know I will Believe me girl I'm so tired of running I just wanna hold your hand Stare at you like you've got everything I need
And I can so I will and you'll see your hero come running Over and over tonight
And I do wanna love you If you see me running back And I do wanna try Because if falling for you girl is crazy Then I'm going out of my mind So hold back your tears this time
And what if I never said to you I was dynamite And what if I never told you I'm afraid to cry What if I never let you down And said I'm sorry for the nights I can't remember What if I never said to you I would try
Yeah Yeah Yeaahh
And I do wanna love you (If you see me running back) And I do wanna try Because if falling for you girl is crazy Then I'm going out of my mind So hold back your tears this time
Water Pistol. 
